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shoot me up, take me back down, leave me here a while and i'm sure i will feel loved again; sometime in the next five hours i'll wake up and remember you and everything might be okay.
until then hang out the washing and take care of my daughter, pretend like i'm sleeping because i'm tired and look in on me every five minutes just to make sure, because you can't be anymore. it's deathday my love, and i thought when i'd die it would be on an elegant bed with velvet covers and my family gathered all around me but that's not what it is, it's me lying on the sofa because i can't walk anymore and you can't carry me up two flights of stairs; it's me unconscious because it's too painful for me to be awake; it's me too scared to tell my family and in the end they'll find out after i'm gone already; it's me not ready, oh god i'm not ready to die i'm not.
memories pierce through my dreams but not where i can see them. my eyesight left me a while ago, i can't remember when exactly because it's just so hard to think straight when i'm living on morphine; my mind feels like a cloud, just hovering in the sky with the rest of me, blue and clear and fading away because the sun is sinking into the land and a storm is coming, a midnight storm. it will rain, but you'll find shelter somewhere, i promise - take care of our daughter; let her cry and soak your shoulder with salt and love her for the both of us. i'll remember you both, wherever i go; or wherever i don't; and if i don't go anywhere, i'll be thinking of you both until the very last second.
shoot me up, take me back down, leave me here a while and i'm sure i will love you forever; sometime in the next five hours i'll never wake up and everything will be okay, when you learn to live again.
until then hang out the washing and take care of my daughter, pretend like i'm sleeping because i'm tired and look in on me every five minutes just to make sure, because you can't be anymore. it's deathday my love, and i thought when i'd die it would be on an elegant bed with velvet covers and my family gathered all around me but that's not what it is, it's me lying on the sofa because i can't walk anymore and you can't carry me up two flights of stairs; it's me unconscious because it's too painful for me to be awake; it's me too scared to tell my family and in the end they'll find out after i'm gone already; it's me not ready, oh god i'm not ready to die i'm not.
memories pierce through my dreams but not where i can see them. my eyesight left me a while ago, i can't remember when exactly because it's just so hard to think straight when i'm living on morphine; my mind feels like a cloud, just hovering in the sky with the rest of me, blue and clear and fading away because the sun is sinking into the land and a storm is coming, a midnight storm. it will rain, but you'll find shelter somewhere, i promise - take care of our daughter; let her cry and soak your shoulder with salt and love her for the both of us. i'll remember you both, wherever i go; or wherever i don't; and if i don't go anywhere, i'll be thinking of you both until the very last second.
shoot me up, take me back down, leave me here a while and i'm sure i will love you forever; sometime in the next five hours i'll never wake up and everything will be okay, when you learn to live again.
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i was going to ask you to hold back my hair
if i started to heave
but it's cut in mourning
for the fawns dying under the chalky
moist hands of children,
in mourning for newspaper print
threatening suicide off the tips of your eyelashes,
saying things like
i could fall faster
i could convert more
i could shine my face brighter than your sands
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,
the people look like ache,
shriveled and lost inside
their twisted interpretations of movement.
we're tired here,
spitting out apologies and
niceties, the things expected
of a well mannered member of society.
looking at the hands passing by,
wrinkled and lined with everything
they've loved-
it's exhausting to think of every life you've contained.
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Unsent
Dear Peter,
The space between us is a living creature,
saber-toothed & homely,
a hangman's grip in its ill-shapen eyes-
nightmarish, sure, yet,
defeated by my one-track-minded shrug.
Journeys with missions are waltzes on two feet;
I keep in step, nocturnal eyes pealed and snow-glazed.
Dozens of night-light headlights gleam like the heaven I'll never see.
The space between us is a living creature,
machete-clawed & restless.
yellow lines weren't meant for feet
like I wasn't meant for you
but
let nature pity the beast who tries to stop me walking down the middle of every street between y o u a n d m e
Love,
London
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this reminds me of somebody so.
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is the flow okay? do you get what it's about?
how did it make you feel?
i tried to make the perspective general... did you feel like it affected you personally; did you take it to heart?
i guess what i wanted from this piece was for the people reading it to feel something in themselves.
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is the flow okay? do you get what it's about?
how did it make you feel?
i tried to make the perspective general... did you feel like it affected you personally; did you take it to heart?
i guess what i wanted from this piece was for the people reading it to feel something in themselves.
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